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Yes, Indeed! I am back! But only for now. I just posted an entry here to notify my friends of my new blogging home:
blog.myspace.com/index.cfm
This entry goes best to my Good Friend Mikko. Included you on my Latest Entry (As of this date) and hope you'll also join the Myspace community (May mga classmates tayo dito nun!)
Good times!
http://www.myspace.com/axljustirox
thanks once again. good bye LJ!
There I play as Egeon/Ageon. The father of the Antipholus Twins and the Master of The Dromio Twins.
I will be having a sorry speech there. By the script: A heavier task could not have been imposed than i to speak my griefs
unspeakable. A challenge for me is to take it seriously and cry if I could pull it off. Well, I figured that remembering my
First Love might just do the trick. From the moment I first saw her and up to the moment I was whining about the
what happened to us. I really abhor doing this for I want to prove myself that I am finally detached from her and her memories
by simply not thinking of her anymore, although I really find it to keep it all together for I just keep remembering her. Am I such a loser for that? I tried thinking of other methods on how I could cry in our play without remembering her but... It's the only way I have and I would love to please the audience and prove that I also have a flair for acting. (Sana makayanan ko un!) Well, I never thought na magagamit ko pa pala ung pictures namin dati, i've hidden it somewhere far from me. I just wonder, kung titignan ko un, will it just happened? hahagulgol na ba ko? Will my emotions cooperate through the tears? Will the feeling EAT me so bad I would mess things up? Actually i'm listening to Marie Digby's Better of Alone, It's ironic that I am hearing this for the first time yet, yet I felt like either any of us (my first love and I that is) could sing this song to one another. Here's the lyrics:
Better off alone
Marie Digby
I was naive not to let you go when the time was right
I was a fool living in a dream that I thought could last
But I know that you will try to prove me wrong
But it's what I've got to do
I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten, all of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You're better off alone
And it's clear to me that everything has changed
Cuz nothing that we do feels the same any more
And I'll admit, I'll take the blame
Maybe we just moved too fast
And how could expect something like this to last
And I know that you will try and prove me wrong
But it's what I gotta do
I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten all of your plans
See you never meant to be here and I think you should know
You're better off alone
You and I, we were standing watching us fall apart
So let me go and move along
I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten all of your plans
See I never meant to be here and I think you should know
You're better off alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Oh, you're better off alone
I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser, you're better off alone
Better off alone
On second thought, Maybe it would be more suitable if she sings this to me.
- Mood:
tired - Music:Better off alone - Marie Digby
I'm up early to check some Job Descriptions my mom asked me to.
I'm also listening to Michelle Branch's music, everywhere. The song just kills me
I wanna learn to play it too, (currently working on the intro there, the intro in her song
is quite faster than the one I usually hear at GT, its all good though)
And I'm also watching me first ever youtube debut. :)
Although "mejo mahina ako sa camera man" lol. It's all good.
I also noticed that the fun part "Where my wire was removed from my guitar
(due to my playfulness) during my solo (the song is sugod by sandwich btw) I said:
"Uy, teka lang, Solo ko to eh' Ulit, ulit, 1, 2, 3 go! Rock en' Roll hanggang umaga!"
The laughs were at their strongest that time. I always have to pull jokes just like those
even if I don't mean to.
Still it's all good! :) Publicity is always Publicity! lol.
I even find it hilarious that our video was categorized as COMEDY. not music.
God I wish that was even changed. Still it's all good! :)
Well that's all for now. :)
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:Everywhere - Michelle Branch
before I go to school, here's a quickie blog. :)
well. I am currently checking out james morrison's music. since my idol (you know who but in case you dont, she's marie digby)
likes his music, I might as well try listening to it myself. :)
and I am also checking GT for some chord corrections of with you and hate that I love you.
I am still confused about the flow of with you and I found hate that I love you quite easy.
God, James Morrison is really something alright? He gives me something. lol
I am really gaining better perception of music to the sense that they inspire me to
grab my guitar once again and unleash that musician in me. I've got Marie Digby to thank for.
I just hope that things would be aligned for me when she arrives here at the Philippines.
I want to meet her, Get her album (that I am also planning to buy soon) signed and hopefully a new guitar (which is also im
planning to buy anytime soon) signed. And maybe tell her that I love her music and something else
(like "hey marie, are you planning to stay here a bit longer? can I be your tour guide or something? can we date? lol)
Speaking of something. The fact that my close friend lied to me (I sort of lived almost a year believing her story)
took something out of me. I'm so upset because I dont know if I am too good or that bad to the extent that lying
was so easy for her. And I even never heard an apology from her. Oh well. Everybody's Changing right? We're just
victims of it. But it's all good. It's all about my first love anyway (which is better left, untold and literally left behind).
Something in me tells that I am really upset because that time I really have a good chance of working things out with her
(first love) all along, but then, this feeling is useless, i've been lied to. I'm really upset because I am dying to ask her (close friend)
whatever happened to our friendship, but like I said earlier, everbody's changing. My pride just can't do that. My plan now is to
completely disregard everything everything my close friend, my first love, and myself had. AFAIK, im really working on it. (moving on... 98%) They really took something, And it will be soon returned by someone new. And I can't wait to meet her. I am hopeful alright.
- Mood:
hopeful - Music:James Morrison - You give me something